Hi You really need to have a porpous in life I mean coome on clearly you have no idea what islam is all about , first find what is Islam and what is Allah for muslims . Allah is the creater . he do not need a wife or a son because he can not die . Please my friend find your heart and mind . see the world around you do not close your ears ,eyes and your mouthe . search ....find .....look ..... may you find the true peace . salam allikum .