Wow! You are the wind beneath my wings. Oooh! Heh heh! Seriously, Thanks so much, Pat for your references/ comparitives/education to similar aspirers/aspirators.
What is JHVH? and what do you mean by relaxing and taking it easy? do you mean keep pushing for what I'm after? I've been trying to practice, and imagine creating a workshop/movement based on it, on tuning in to a truthful present condition without being too "New Agey".