"A hard addiction, (I KNOW.) But that was over a decade ago, you should be long past it, besides WHAT does that have do with GRIDCOSM?"

That was just a joking reference to my frustration.

Regarding addiction... As William S. Burroughs said or might have said: Once a junkie, always a junkie. You never get past addiction. You are an addict for the rest of your life. Every day is a decision to not feed the addiction.